It has been a while since I have visited this page. Sometimes life gets messy, complicated or just plain painful.
I recently (2017-2018) have experienced one of the worst years of my adult life with respect to physical and emotional pain. Not to get into specifics, but leave it to say that,
“Life is not fair”
Hmm..and there lies the Pearl of wisdom.
I have never been afraid to say I am a God believing, Jesus worshipping momma, but recently a lawyer suggested that perhaps praying to be healed wasn’t working so good for me. Well, I took that comment quite seriously. I prayed that God would enlighten me what to do. I have found through the last 8 months of waiting for doctors and surgeons to decide what to do, that by waiting quietly, I was left waiting! It wasn’t fair that the schedulers didn’t call me back when I called and left a message. It wasn’t fair that the doctor didn’t want to refer me to someone else because of failure to use my insurance. It wasn’t fair to wait months and months for return calls from someone who didn’t even work for the company anymore....honestly, not one thing that happened since last November has been fair ...
Yup you got it...Life is not fair! I prayed about it, I got in my car, went to the doctors office, waited for my records and said goodbye to that doctor! I got another appointment with another surgeon, and gave him the records. He ordered new tests immediately and soon the procedure I have been praying for, for a year, will be done. Was there a reason for this, waiting and struggle? Perhaps... for me to share with you, that your life is your responsibility to take control of!
While God certainly is leading me, I do believe that God helps those who help themselves! So that is what I Did! Trust me, if you get off the path you are supposed to be on, God will put up road blocks! It is obvious to me now that the surgeon I started with was not who I was supposed to be with!
If you are being challenged from outside entities, take your life in your own control. Be responsible for you and take responsibility for the outcome.
Until next time, may your life be blessed with health and happiness!
Momma T
